jus feel like bloggin la..
nth much i can do oso..
i oso duno what to do oso..
feel like giving up and holding on to it at the same time..
alot ppl might say..
its just a period of less than 1week..
nth much 1 la...
i thought so too...
but nw i realise..
it is too much for me..
i am totally out of the world...
i almost did something that is of total worthless on monday...
haha~!
was thinkin whether shld i give or nt..
nvm..
my life sucks...
in life i nv get things accomplished..
i wanted so much to quit..
suan le..
i think the onli time whereby i can forget everything will onli after i get my life out of SPCO ba..
too much memories that will be back to haunt me..
haunting me so deeply..
i cant slp..
it stings like nv b4....
damn..
i sound as if i will die..
duhx..
yes.. my heart and soul did died..
but i am still ard..
peepx.
dun worry..
i will never do anything foolish...
i am still the same old me..
i will be de same old VICTORIA CHEW RONG PING that u guys know...
but jux that i am wearin the depression outfit with me....
ya..
i still can joke ard...
but i will be jux as cheerful?!~
hmm...
actually i have thoughts of closing dwn this blog..
but i realli dun have the heart to...
coz this is the onli place where i can say all i can...
and this is de onli place where i felt most peaceful nw...
this is a place where my tears and joy are being penned down..
and my hardwork too..
and if i close it dwn...
i think u ppl will no longer see me online..
the onli i can do online is jux to blog ma...
duno why...
i wanted to see him so much......
argh...
i hate the days when he is back.....
duHx...
never mind...
[[will there be a genie there to fulfil my dreams....]]
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